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The neonatal nurse was asked to explain a sentence that read: 'KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW, OVERWHELMING FEAR AND PANIC'.
She told the interviewing officer: 'I just felt that it was all…it was all happening out of my control'.
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'I didn't think they'd find that I'd been incompetent, but I was worried that they might try and assume that I had been just because I was there for all of these babies'.
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Letby felt that by being taken away from the NNU she was 'having to pay for something that I didn't do'.
She was asked what she meant by the note: 'I'LL NEVER HAVE CHILDREN OR MARRY I'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE A FAMILY'.
She replied: 'Just that I'd never meet anybody and therefore I'd never have a family…Because nobody would want to.
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The interview then deals with a note that read: 'I DID THIS, WHY ME?'
An officer asks: 'Did what?'
Letby replies: 'Well, did something that led to these babies collapsing and dying…I felt that it was me – not intentionally – but through that situation, through the redeployment'.
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Towards the end of her final police interview, on November 10, 2020, Letby was asked: 'Lucy, are you responsible for the deaths of these babies?'
'No,' she replied.
A few minutes later an officer asks how she is feeling. 'I'm just a bit exhausted now,' she said.
It would be her last comment on the investigation ahead of her trial.
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Neonatal nurse Lucy Letby told police she thought of committing suicide after being taken off the unit where she is alleged to have murdered seven babies.
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