It is odd. OCD-ish. However, in itself not a proof of murder. My first thought would be, boy, she has no other life except for that unit, does she?
Were these parents the only ones she searched for?
"It sticks in your memory" part I understand. I guess any untoward event does. I'd probably try to distract myself from bad thoughts, but maybe she had no other life?
And here, yet again, you demonstrate that you (and the other Letby'ists) completely fail to get the point of this whole sorry affair!
No single piece of evidence is incontrovertible proof of murder! If it were then we would not have had needed a ten month trial.
Her searches are not proof of murder;
Her taking home 257 confidential patient records are not proof of murder;
Her falsifying medical records are not proof of murder;
Her being seen standing by doing nothing while a baby collapsed is not proof of murder;
Her being on duty for every single incident she was charged with is not proof of murder;
Her having a trail of death and mayhem follow her shift change pattern (nights to days) is not proof of murder;
Her coming back from holiday and there being a string of deaths and incidents starting the very day of her return when there had been zero in the fortnight she'd been away is not proof of murder;
I could go on and on and on. But, indeed, none of this is proof of murder on a individual evidential basis.
She was convicted because of the
weight and nature of evidence against her, not because any individual piece of evidence proved the charges of itself.
It honestly, staggers me that her supporters seem utterly unable to grasp this fairly simple concept as to why she was convicted. Genuinely, I'm completely baffled by it. I don't know whether it's a case of people being wilfully ignorant (or just outright contrarian) or that they honestly unable to assess facts and evidence in the round and can only compartmentalise each piece of evidence as a stand-alone subject.
Letby's supporters seem to have some mild obsession with statistics, despite statistics almost never being mentioned in the whole ten month trial. I'm reluctant to put it like this as I know it will inevitably be misinterpreted but, look at it this way; when you weigh up all of the evidential facts I mentioned above - let alone all the stuff I haven't mentioned - what do you think the chances are that she is genuinely innocent of every single charge she was convicted on? Genuinely, what is your opinion?
Any rational thought on the matter must logically result in you concluding that the chances of her not being guilty are absolutely, vanishingly tiny. So remote as to be effectively impossible.