The confession notes did not 'convict' Nurse Lucy.
Her many hours of witness testimony, and her obvious lies, told to the jury, and her falsified medical logs, and the testimony of her co-workers and her victims and the medical experts were the reasons for her conviction.
Those notes, where she called herself EVIL and wrote that she intentionally 'did this because she wasn't good enough to care for them' and she 'didn't deserve to live' did not help her case. But they were NOT the reason she was convicted.
The excuses, however, that her PR team is using---saying "she was just putting her dark thoughts on paper, as a therapeutic coping process"---that sounds ridiculous.
If I am struggling with emotional trauma because I am being investigated for a serious crime, like let's say child abuse-----It makes sense to write out how stressed I am feeling, how worried I might be about being convicted, and about being falsely accused, and facing prison. I would probably say "I feel hopeless, I just want to give up, I am such a failure, etc etc. " " My kids hate me now, my family will never forgive me, no one understands me' etc. I want to end it all."
But what I would NOT do, at all, is write in a journal that " I AM EVIL, I INTENTIONALLY DID THIS, I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE"
What is the therapeutic value of writing out an affirmative statement of something I DID NOT DO ?
IF I was falsely accused of stealing money from my boss's safe, I am NOT going to write in my journal " I AM GREEDY, I DID THIS AND I DESERVE TO BE FIRED." There is no therapeutic value in writing out the opposite of what actually happened.
I might write how depressed I am, how frustrated I am, and how dark thoughts of self harm are creeping in, etc. I might write how angry I am that my co-workers thought I stole the money, and I feel like a failure that people think of me like that.
But WHY would I write " I am EVIL, I did this, I am worthless and deserve to be fired and arrested.' What therapist would suggest that I write out a false confession as a coping mechanism?