edgedweller
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But I DO wonder whether she found out, late in the day, after he had disposed of Becky perhaps? And he BEGGED her not to go to the police? But then again I can't imagine why any normal person would want to stay with someone after finding that out, father of your children or not. It also would've been the perfect reason for her to finally be free of him. My thoughts on this case are honestly all over the place (as you can see) and I still don't know whether I think she was involved to an extent - which would explain holes in her story, or not at all, as she claims. I however do not think that she was complicit in the murder or kidnap. I also believe her when she says that NM was controlling and violent. I do not think fundamentally that she is capable of taking the life of a young girl.
I am leaning towards this. I don't think she knew at the time. I have no idea whether it was a sexual come-on gone wrong, a confrontation about the money Nathan owed Becky (remember her friend said she had told Becky to ask him for it), or a failed, ill-thought out, ridiculous kidnap plot that was never going to work, or what, but something happened and NM killed BW. She DID resist, she fought back with all her might but his rage probably kept him going to overpower her. I have no idea whether he really got Becky in the car on his own, or if he called down to SH to help, but I don't think SH plotted to kill or kidnap BW. The cover-up, yes, I think she was in it up to her neck and NM was all she had. He may have been an abusive idiot but it was all she knew and she had not ever lived alone as an adult. Some people cannot conceive of being independent. He probably told her that their daughter and unborn children would be taken away if he was convicted of murder and that she had to help him. I cannot believe she knew nothing.
However, I am happy to be proved wrong by the upcoming evidence. I actually feel sorry for Shauna. She's had no life experience, no independence, and has made some bad choices, mostly due to her unfortunate start in life. I don't think she's a murderer, or even a manslaughter-er, if that makes sense!