I remember that. And she told Detective Flores that she had knives in her car belonging to Darryl. I think she figured that by visiting all her ex-boyfriends, if she got seen in Arizona, she could say she was on an ex tour before moving on to Ryan, and somehow frame one of the ex-boyfriends for killing Travis. "Oh, Darryl was jealous that I moved on, be must have thought I was going to see Travis and killed him with the very knives we used to have in our home, but really, Travis is just an ex, I am dating Ryan now."
This is what she told DF:
Darryl, who was another guy I dated after Matt that we bought the house together, and kitchen supplies. Darryl paid for so much when I was there, and he footed the bill at Costco, so I had umm
They said that they took knives out of my car. Umm
07:38
DF: I dont even know whose they are, you know.
07:40
JA: Oh, theyre Darryls and
07:41
DF: Okay.
07:40
JA: theyve been in storage for years, just collecting dust.
07:44
DF: Thats good to know that theyre his.
07:46
JA: Yeah, and like they were all his, maybe one might have been mine, but like, I just
I think they were Darryls,
I think the real motive for JA murdering poor Travis is that she was tired of feeling obsessed and really did want to move on, but the only way she could see to do the was to kill her obsession.
She started thinking about it in 2007, with the journal entry about stopping loving him by cutting the current, make it dead in a second, lifeless).
She said she felt somewhat responsible for Travis' death, saying:
"The reason I feel is because if I had
if it werent for Ryan I would have folded and I would have just scrapped all my plans and spent all of my days there."
It is hard to tell because she is such a liar, but maybe she really is saying if it weren't for the possibility of moving on with Ryan, she would have scrapped the murder plan and visited Travis instead.
She also says: Listen, its not that I didnt love Travis, and its not that I dont still love him, but I really needed to move on
She is justifying killing him. "I loved him, but I needed to move on." And she couldn't move on while obsessed.
The interview transcripts are from:
http://www.websleuths.com/forums/showthread.php?203866-TRANSCRIPTS-of-the-Interrogation-Videos-of-Jodi-Arias