I take into account that this man was a somewhat regular drug user..and that's strictly going off his very own claims to LE that Kelly regularly visited his apt couple times a week to do cocaine with him..just to do cocaine.. as he also claims that she had never been to his apt and not done cocaine.. IMO that appears to be a fairly regular drug user therefor IMO leading to not having the most clear, rational, or well thought out processes..jmo..
I then take into account that this man has an extensive, violent collection of child




including, but definitely not limited to repeated torturous rape scenes of toddlers, 2yoa.. This fact, alone leads me to believe that in no way shape or form does this man's mind, thought processes, choices/decisions make sense to the vast majority of the human race.. His mind IMO is clearly very "nonsensical" in terms of attempting to apply rational thought processes, decisions, reactions, etc..
What doesn't fit with this is his successful management and executive career and very lucid and well written sports blog from 2009 (see earlier posting for link). It would appear from this information that he is able to apply rational thought processes, decisions, reactions, etc.
Where I believe he does differ is in his moral values and sexual psyche/preferences (as "sick" as they may appear to be to us.) He seems to be able to compartmentalize these differences such that he can function normally at work, socially, etc. and then turn to his vices away from work and social settings. From what I have read, men are better at this compartmentalizing behavior than women.
As an example, there is a notorious case in Canada about an air force colonel who engaged in highly deviant and sexually violent behavior but was also able to successfully command Canada's largest air force base and was on track for future promotion, while also maintaining an apparently loving relationship with his wife of many years (Google Colonel Russell Williams.)
In terms of not destroying his drugs or CP after the police interview, KZ may not have anticipated the search warrants and/or felt (obviously mistakenly) that because of his professional and social standing, he would be above suspicion (as did Williams.)
The lack of evidence that she left his apartment via security monitored routes and LE's focus on the landfill search still suggests to me that she probably met her end in his apartment and that he disposed of the body via the garbage chute (it is unlikely that this would be video monitored).
How she met her end is the big mystery to me, whether it was an accident (e.g. she was impaired, fell and struck her head and died), an overdose (combining cocaine, alcohol and narcotics can be lethal), or some conflict between the two that led him to murder her. Either way, it would not be good for his career, social standing and future liberty to have something like this pinned on him and thus the motive to hide it by disposing of the body.
Sorry if I may sound insensitive by inferring in this posting that KD may be deceased but it unfortunately appears at this point that this may be the case.