Call me selfish, but I have 2 beautiful children. One the exact same age as Caylee would have been to the month. In my mind, there IS no better place for my children to be then with me. I realize that this is something that we say when we have to accept the death of our child or a love one. I get it. Don't get me wrong, but it would take me personally a long time to get to that point. The grieving process goes: Shock, denial, anger, bargaining and depression. I realize we are not with KC everyday and do not know how she is holding up. However, from what we have seen and now read...I have not seen her in shock. She has definitely been in denial (no doubt), I have not seen any bargaining, nor have I seen or read any depression. Her letters skip right to acceptance. Sure an occasional "I miss her" but it sounds as if this has happened years and years ago. The only anger has been directed towards her family (who has supported her) and the media/SA. Not at all to the person who "really killed her" in fact, she has "forgiven" that person. Can't forgive Lee or GA for what they did to her.. .but can forgive her child's killer. WHAT????? As crazy as CA is...at least she has publicly shown this grieving process. KC on the other hand...scares me.