Today is my grandmother's birthday. I called her this morning to wish her a happy birthday and told her I love her. Cindy will never get that kind of call from Caylee, and it's because of Casey, her own daughter. That is a nightmare in itself. I am still angry at all of the lies and coverups. But I think it is finally hitting Cindy that this trial is almost over, that Casey is NOT coming home, and Caylee is truly gone. Her life is going to be so empty after this trial is over. Maybe she can try to fill it with Lee and his future family, I don't know. I think in losing Caylee and Casey, Cindy has lost a lot herself that she will NEVER get back.
And tomorrow three years ago is the last time she saw Caylee. I think Cindy is truly breaking apart right now. I just can't muster up the anger I used to have at her right now. Now if Casey gets acquitted because of her mother, or if Casey is given a hero's homecoming parade by Cindy after somehow getting acquitted, I will be right back where I was for three years with Cindy, believe me.