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Thank you. Seriously, thank you. I am Jayarohh, I am 41, and I was indeed in tears today. I am grateful to all of the wonderful souls who are helping the Alexander's get through this terribly trying situation. I had no idea that this trial would have such an effect on me. I find it troubling that the camera/spotlight is primarily on this woman (a name I will no longer spend the physical energy on typing) who is the very definition of evil, yet rarely does the camera ever focus on the people who deserve the attention - people who are selfless and thoughtful - the very people who are here on WS like KCL, Pasa, A_News_Junkie, etc. People who have detailed each day in court on a nightly basis and answer our endless questions.
I will however take comfort in knowing that in the very near future, while the guilty party wastes away in solitary, carving her drawings into a cinder block, wondering where her audience went, the cameras and spotlights will focus on those who help, and who care, and support and sacrifice. They are the real artists. You know who you are and I'm thankful to know who you are as well.
That is the saddest part of the whole "defense" in this case. She (who I don't want to waste my time naming), has done everything she can to drag Travis' reputation through the mud and to make him look like he was evil when all SHE had to do to see evil was to look in the mirror. As this trial has gone on, she has gotten more and more unattractive because she is unattractive on the INSIDE. The "candy coating" on the outside melts with the
heat of the truth Travis was an awesome human beingwhom didn't deserve to be slaughtered the way he was. He didn't do anything that a normal man his age (or most men) haven't done. Only she become the judge, jury and executioner and slaughtered him because he didn't want her. I hope this jury comes back with the only JUST verdict and she is sent to death row.
The amazing, wonderful, loving, and kind people on this board and in the court room who are there for this amazing family were brought together for a reason. From the detective, the prosecutor, the support people and all the WSr's who are a part of this case, (and face it, if you are here on this board you are a part of this case too), are some of the strongest, lovingest, supportive people I have ever seen. This is what Travis was always striving for.... people who don't know each other, but care deeply about one another making a difference in other people's lives.
I don't know why the people who are here are here.. I know why I am here.. my BFF was murdered much like Travis was. When I first heard about his murder on the news, I started screaming for justice. I have NEVER not thought that SHE was responsible. I have had the largest amount of hatred for the things she has said and done to Travis... a man she claimed to have loved. She never loved him.. she wanted to possess him.. own him... claim him. She didn't win.. she lost. In the end she took his life but in doing so she also brought his message to the masses.. the message he wanted everyone to know. YOU ARE SPECIAL.. EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.
Please live your life with that phrase in your mind, in your heart and in your soul and Travis and his family will continue to feel the love from us all.
Also please remember that after this case is decided and SHE is sentenced, PLEASE, PLEASE do not forget about this family.