What was he thinking about . . . trying to get up = see himself bleeding . . certainly not about a holiday - begins to make way from shower to sink - very long walk - now injured and bleeding can't get her to leave him alone
adrenaline some how takes away pain? . .. it talks to fear and terror - that what he experience when walk to sink - he does get to the sink - left arm or hand here - right hand to the right - he is standing there alive - can see, hear, sense things around him - a mirror has relfective qualitites to look back @ self - gets to see self standing there - what a sight to see his face in that mirror was it contorted and screaming - silent or quiet as a church mouse
common sense tells you he gets stabbed in back of head =- see own blood - shortness of breath, pain, sees self and the defendant - more mental anguish and more pain - knife goes into his scalp and creates a divot - that is painful -
must have seemed to him actually just 2 minutes - it is 11:38:20 - lets just sit for 2 minutes
JA mouth breathing right now - JW is writing a note