Alec Baldwin says he thinks about Halyna Hutchins's death on "Rust" set "every day of my life."
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Alec Baldwin hired private investigator after 'Rust' shooting, doesn't think he'll be criminally charged
"I hired a private investigator," Baldwin told
CNN, later adding that the last 10 months have "taken years off my life."
Based on the findings of Baldwin's private investigator, he doesn't believe anyone will be criminally charged. Santa Fe County prosecutors
have not indicated which way their investigation is leaning.
Baldwin went on to reveal that he's lost five jobs in less than a year because of the accident.
"I got fired from another job yesterday," he said. "There I was all set to go to a movie, jump on a plane ... I've been talking with these guys for months and they told me yesterday we don't want to do the film with you because of this."
The actor reiterated to CNN that there are two people responsible for Halyna's death: assistant director Dave Halls, who handed him the gun and declared it "cold" meaning it had no live ammo, and Hannah Gutierrez Reed, who served as the armorer and props assistant on the film.
"Why didn't [Gutierrez Reed] check that bullet? Why didn't Halls obey her?" Baldwin asked. "Why did he give me the gun? Why didn't he check? Why did he tell the crew [it was a cold gun]?"
"I'm pretty confident neither one of them should ever work in a film set again," Baldwin said. "I sincerely believe ... [investigators are] going to say that this was an accident. It's tragic."
The actor noted that he does not want to "condemn" Gutierrez Reed.
"I mean maybe it's the Catholic in me," Baldwin explained. "I have an impulse to say, I don't want to see anybody suffer. I don't want to sit there and say you know, go get her and condemn her."
Lawyers for Halls and Gutierrez Reed told the outlet Baldwin is trying to shift blame off of himself.