I thought I had multi-quoted but I don't think I did. Well, I got my ideas from reading everybody's post on this thread.
I am still stuck with the idea that Casey received this diary and had written in it for a while. I think the diary was at Tony's apt and that is where she was sitting in what was her new life. Not just what she had imagined, but she had done. She was at Tony's(away from Cindy) and Caylee was not with her. Whatever the future may hold, she felt the ends justified the means.
Tony is taking a nap, or at school-there is time to reflect, she wants to write about this and not on the internet. She has her diary but hasn't written in it for a while(although because pages are missing maybe she had 'always' in a sporatic way kept writing in there) and there is all the stuff from her previous life(the two boys mentioned, etc.)she easily rips those pages out of the diary. She is fully tearing that part out because this is her new life(bella vita: I think the diary and the tattoo are kind of the same thing for her)not just without Caylee but without Cindy.
Nobody to tell her what to do and when to do it anymore.
In Casey's world, after all she has been though she knows she needs to just sit back and reflect and realize she'd made it happen. Her worry, imo is not that she would get caught(she never thought she world and maybe still doesn't)but "normal" worries about how everything after now would turn out. i.e. Tony or whatever plans she made from now on in general. Casey writes the June 21st entry and she knows it is about Caylee but figures she wrote it so that no one else would know-but just to be sure no one thought that was what she was talking about...
she put '03 in the corner to really throw anyone off-not knowing the diary wasn't manufactured until '04. But, unless this had come into the hands of LE who would have known? Casey couldn't have been trying to throw off Cindy, I don't think because she would know that Cindy would know the diary was older. I think the '03 was put in the corner by Casey because '03 is before Caylee. Cindy used that too about some kind of evidence(maybe pictures)(paraphrased)"That was before Caylee was even born, so it couldn't have anything to do with it).
If it was Cindy who put the date, I'm thinking someone else must have seen the diary so she couldn't get rid of it all she could do was alter it. Maybe Brad had seen the passage but Cindy figured she could slip the '03 in there and he would just have to claim fuzzy memory. He would remember the whole passage missing but Cindy could convince him he had not seen the '03 or she figures it would be his word against hers?
Most important, and most frustrating is not being able to find a match with the ink. I never new the gov(or whomever)keeps tabs on ink, but it figures there is no match for the Anthony's red pen.
I do not have one red pen in my house. I think of red pens as a rare(er)thing to have in your house. Unless, of course you are the type to keep red pens. I personally have issue with writing with a red pen. Can the lab or did the lab find whether or not the red pen on the 'carpe diem' page is the same pen as the June 21st entry? TIA.
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And with identity theft...Ya never know who might go through your garbage to steal info on you, even stuff we the law abiding citizen may think is harmless or meaningless
