Let me ask this question. If SM was not involved, what do you think happened? Pedophile abduction while he was walking down the road? Plowed into a snow bank by accident in the dark? Wandered off to hide and passed from exposure? Still out there hiding and not knowing he is being searched for?
Well, SM had to have been involved because she was his guardian when he disappeared. She had a duty of care to this little child.
Just that.
I spent forst 8 days imagining he had a lovely warm den in the woods complete with supplies, warmth and excellent survival skills. Or an old house, also warm and full of supplies. A lovely Tree-house. A cave.. A hostel, a refuge.
I had zero evidence but no feel at all that he had left his physical body.
I'd seen footage of the Crime lab people entering that first week but took it as routine, a search for any plans he had made and left lying around somewhere that would point to his exact location.
LE had stated he had not appeared on any cctv. i rationalized this by thinking/believing he had a tunnel out , that all kids know how to escape, somehow, without being seen.
My delusions were suddenly shattered after the second presser with his parents when the crime scene people re-entered that 'home' with the DA.
It was a harsh awakening and I cried hard.
I blamed the police for not seeing or looking properly at the cctv when the new footage was leaked.
But the child's location had been 'accounted for' up until 3.15pm. They had no reason to look at earlier cctv.
I'm not sure if lE were convinced by her original report or just pretending to be and it's unlikely to be known until after or during a trial, if one is to occur.
We're in the fourth week, we are not aware of any ransom demand from a possible kidnapper.
I don't know whether it's fate or misadventure or destiny but I have a sense that little boy never stood a chance due to the dysfunctional life situation he found himself in, no matter his geographical location or responsible adults present or absent.
I also considered suicide.
It is the saddest thing.
There will be no catharsis and the outcome is destined to be bleak,IMHO.