There is really something about knowing that people were absolutely terrified (unimaginable terror) in the moments before their deaths, especially a child, that makes me feel extremely panicked and like I may throw up or cry at the same time.
I can't even wrap my mind around it. I can't even imagine how it would feel as a mother to see a child of mine being hurt and be completely helpless to stop it. The thought of any child suffering like that- regardless of whose child.
I feel this rage towards their murderer(s) boiling in my stomach. I have never thrown a punch in my life but if I could rewind time to when they were being tortured I can see myself inflicting an act of violence so savage on these horrible pathetic pieces of sh-t that people would think I was the psychopath. Ugh, mama bear instinct in full force right now.
You said EXACTLY what I have been thinking and also , I'm sure you have the same thoughts for the father , the provider and protector of his home and family (which would include Vera ) , doing all he can and in the end knowing that all was lost. My only solace is thinking they are all perfectly fine now, with God, and away from all evil. May their family find comfort. My heart goes out to them.