and why was it in maddis area in the L/R? even if JS wrote it. Like Ms didnt have any space that was just hers.
It really could've been anywhere in that vicinity where it was photographed, not necessarily exactly where we see it. LE found it somewhere in the residence, flipped thru it, and found these pages of interest to them, then laid them out in a convenient place nearby and photo'd them for evidence. So it could be a notebook that JS used normally, that maybe ended up in the living room, or one that both of them used, or JS could've used it while watching TV in the lvg room , or whatever. *(See below for personal anecdote I'll add at the end.)
I do think the penmanship and the vocabulary and the (correct) spelling, etc. all indicate an adult wrote it, and I assume it was JS. If that's true, then what would she have been referring to when she said "my perpetrator"? Some past incidence of abuse by some unknown male apparently? Unknown to us, I mean. Something that was either recent enough or traumatic enough that she was still currently dealing with it and trying to work through it somehow.
*Re: LE moving personal items around during a search
I was at someone's home visiting once, when police came to the door w/a warrant for someone who sometimes stayed there (but was not there at the time) along with a search warrant for the residence. After an excessive amount of hassle (imo), which included handcuffing us and searching us and interrogating us and threatening us with jail, they finally released us and ordered us to leave the place and not come back for 4 hours, so they could search.
We left (gratefully) and came back late that night to a home turned absolutely upside down. Trash cans emptied onto the floor, including one in the kitchen w/coffee grounds, etc. Mattresses upended. Drawers dumped and more.
But I remember seeing her address book lying on the kitchen counter, opened up. My friend said she wouldn't have put it there. I assume they had taken photos of the pages. There was also a brand new desktop computer, still in its box, and the outside of the box had bits of wrapping paper still stuck to it, because it had been a Christmas present from her parents, and she hadn't set it up yet. On top of the box was a piece of paper with the serial number of the computer written on it. The cops had obviously written it down to check the number to see if it was stolen property. Even though it was obviously a gift w/the wrapping paper still stuck to it.
That last part is irrelevant to the discussion, sorry!
But I thought the part about them moving her address book to photograph it was relevant!