My feelings towards Cindy are so confusing to me! There's still a part of me that feels sad for Cindy. I do not have these feelings for George, or Lee, and especially not for Casey! On December 19, 2008 when the remains of Caylee were ID I wrote Cindy a letter, I enclosed with this letter a rag doll with a muslin heart sewn on the front with the words "Find Your Strength" printed on it ( I make these dolls for victims) at that time I thought of Cindy as a victim and my heart went out to her. I told her in the ltter I sent I felt that things were only going to get worse for her and I hoped she would be able to be strong. And now here we are 20 months later, and the things she has done and said I just don't understand, I know without a doubt I would never do or say some of these things, I would never defend/protect someone who has harmed a child, no matter who that person is, but I still feel sad for her. Sometimes I don't understand how I can feel sad for a person like Cindy????