Thanks for asking.
I'm ok but very disturbed. For my own sanity, I keep finding myself wanting to... not defend him... but just remind everyone that even people who do bad things are still people. Not because I think he's innocent or that what happened to Yingying is in anyway ok. But this is a couple that I saw and worked out next to for two hours every weekday for a few years. It's like I want to humanize him because I personally cannot process that I was next to a "monster/kidnapper/killer/etc" everyday. I also feel some irrational guilt as if I could have made some small gesture that would have pulled him back to reality - butterfly effect idea. It's just a bizarre mix of emotions. Still trying to wrap my head around it.
Ugh, therapy here I come!
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That someone may appear fairly normal is what makes this so scary. You always hear family/acquaitances of perps saying they could not imagine the person doing something bad, and for many people they are being 100% sincere in saying this, especially when it is non-family friends who are saying it. No one know what goes on in someone else's mind. Obviously someone who commits crimes like this is not right. If close family members/roomates often cannot identify what turns seemingly normal people into murderers casual acquaintances certainly won't be able to either.
2 hours of working out every day is alot of working out. Great to be so healthy but you don't find alot of students working out so much unless they are ateletes in the college.