I was @a Super Saturday . . . . we were texting back and forth while I was listening to Speakers -
Ihadn't received a text or picture message on that phone before. . . .. i had toopen another folder . . . I shut my flip phone very quickly
He asked me to recriprocate . . . with pictures
I didn't do it that day - I was at a resteraunt . . . Iknew he wanted me to . . . .but I was a little . . . . .
he had been requesting photos for awhile .. .
requesting photos of naked pictures of JA
up to the point in time that you received pictures of his erection - you had not sent him photos
Did you then feel a level of guilt for not recriprocating?
Yes . . . he seemed very disappointed.
Baptism took place 11/26/06 -
Mr. Freeman told about the process . . .
What did you go thru leading up to it . . . a month or year before that you decided to join the Mormon faith . . ..
Series of experiences - the missionary's asked me to church . . . something a speaker said and I had not heard in other churches . . . it was an acceptance and tolerant of all faiths in the world . .
what other experieces?
TA and I talked a lot about the Mormon faith - things I was not comfortable with asking the missionary's two 20 year old guys
Emphasis they place on marriage and children and family
I couldn't imagine the no coffee rule . . . the no alcohol rule wasn't a problem- I wasn't really drinker
Wanted to be baptised - a process went thru with the church . . . the Missionary's finally asked if I was ready to be baptizd . .. an interview before you get baptized - to make sure you are ready to be . . . .close to my baptism date
don't remember exact question - belief in Jesus Christ, voracity of book of mormon, Joseph Smith belief, Word of Wisdom obey . . . obey the law of Chastity -
Your understanding of Law of Chastity was abstaining from penile/vaginal intercourse
yes
you believed you were in line theLaw of Chasity -
Yes based on what TA told me
I wasn't approved right away because Darryl still lived in the house . . . he was a member of famliy and that was frowned upon
Separate bedrooms . . . . but baptism scheduled for the 26th . . .
get this approval . . . roughly a week . .. . . .aware of impending baptism when TA came to JA's home . . . .Travis baptised me . . . .
Ummm well , when I decided I was going to get baptised . . . in November TA had been more distant . . . . I asked Elder Jensen . . . second to TA he had taught me the most about the Mormon church . . . he didn't accept it .. . don't recall exactly - he encouraged me to find . . . I remember the essense- not one of the Missionary's but someone else to baptise.
Any close relationship with other members in the church . . . I didn't really know anyone well - in the area there was a small branchand i didn't hang out with . . . Travis was the only person I could think of . . . . the only one I wanted. . . . .he asked me first if he could . . .TA was happy to learn wanted to be baptised . . . . asked himto baptise . . . in November - happened over the phone.
Baptism tookplace in PalmDesert . . . .
A few people in the Business came out (PPL) . . . didn't invite family - they lived 11 or 12 hrs away . . . . if they could teleport there tey would be there- family expressed misgivings about joining the Mormon church - aunts, parents, siblings and friends. . . .
everone in your immediate circle discouraged you from joining the church?
yes
Did you invite Mr. Brewer to attend?
yes
Did he attend?
no
How did you feel that day . .
a little nervous - didn't know what would happen - but I was excited
chairs set up - small podium . . . .
sang hymns, talks were given . . . . Travis was in the font .. . a big bathtub . . .
before entering the font I changed into an all white jumpsuit - steps going into the font . . . Travis held his hand up and made some kind of invocation,
I was dipped into the water and then brought back up . . . very peaceful feeling. . .
I went back to enter ladies area to change . . . Skye Hughes came to check on me . . . went back to main area - just talking . . .. dispursing after Igot out of the water
Got back home - Idrove - Travis came with me.
Got back to the house - his car parked there - went inside - we hugged . . . . . words were exchanged . . . began to kiss - things got intimate again . . . .
Wasn't what I was thinking on that Spiritual day . . . not how it ultimately happened .
we were in my bedroom - standing next to the bed ... . .in church clothes -kissing more passionate , he spun me around - bent me over the bed .. . (looking down attempting to cry?)
Iwas face down , his hands were wandering , he lifted my skirt, pulld down my underwear - presing against me . . . he had an erection . . . . he pulld downhis pants . . . he also . . .? I didn't see
He had anal sex with me . .
Thi wasn't something that you were expecting to happen?
no not that night
Is this something you wanted to have happen?
Cant' say wanted to . .. but Ididn't stop him
When he entered you . . . did you tell him no?
no
Was it pleasurable for you
At that time it was painful - I probbly would have let him continue but it was too painful
he had been wanting that for awhile - I trusted him- . . . . let him have his agenda . . .not several minutes but it went on for few . . .
reason told him to stop was the pain = not the lack of interest . . . the pain I had to have him stop - otherwise I probably would have continued . . . .
After he stopped - he finished by ejaculating on my back or somewhere on me - thenwe finished . . . we parted ways , we kissed and embraced . .. .
After ths encounter on this spiritual day . . .
I felt like used piece of toilet paper . . . I didn't continue feeling that way just shortly thereafter . ..
In late November 2006 . . .after baptism . . . .does TA stay in Palm Desert?
He drove back to Mesa to my knowledge . . .
(wipes nose w/kleenex)
can't remember if that night or next night spoke w/TA. . . . subject of anal sex come up in the conversation?
He wrote me a letter about it - we didn't discuss it on the phone - we had in the past.
I kind of just stayed stop, stop, stop . . . . I think he knew it was . . . . I didn't tell him it was not pleasurable - it would not have made him feel very good - I was dealing with that (feeling)
talking t him on a near nightly basis.
Phone calls getting progressively later and later - he almost calling me before 11pm - usually midnight sometimes as late as 3 am . . .
these talks - spiritual nature, personal, and sexual nature . .. pattern persist in November and December - new subject matters were incorporated re: our futures - same kind f things . . .
did that future related to relationship prospects between TA and JA . . .prior to 11/26/06 were you and TA boyfriend an girlfriend . . . we didn't term it that - we became exclusive on 2/2/2007 . . . .a few months later after baptism date
In public with TA prior to 11/26 did not act as boyfriend and girlfriend . . . what about trip to Aronburg - inside the motel and truckstop - he grabbed my butt there - he wasn't too affctionate @ Sizzler - but h was inside the motel room
As you were having the beginning of a sexual relationship - encounters - were you under the impression this wsa to be kept a secret?
I got that impression - from different clues andthings his friends said . ..
vow of chastity - was TA adhering to it? I believed he was . . by definition we were adhering to it . . . .
there was some reason to not tell people -
I don't talk about my sex life . . . . I didn't reveal anything to him about Darryl - in the beginning he joked about it but nothing was said about sex life
Come to visit him in Mesa - JA had never been to Arizona before
Friday following Sunday baptism - @ his house in Mesa . . . . A super Saturday was special speaker flying in to Phoenix - people were caravaning together . . .
Event in Mesa? no Phoenix. . . .carpooled with people from California . . . we went to TA house friday night -the event was Sat morning . . . . Iwent with his friendsand people in the company - bunch people coming from out of state to his house - tocrash there. . .
what were sleeping arrangements at his house?
to be determined . . ..
TA give indications . . . .3 day weekend - did he want to have sexual? no just the opposite - he told me he didn't
wind up having a sexual encounter? he joked about me giving him oral sex . . . . but his ex girlfriend Deanna was there . . . . .he expressed Deanna would be jeaous? no
Misgivings about 2 of you . . . felt he needed to warn me . . ..
Recess @ this time