BourbonStreetVoelkel
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Well I dont know where to begin. Im not all the way caught up but read enough to read PBs announcement .... I feel more sad for Lucas more than ever and also agree with some posters here: this was premeditated and Lucas is gone because EG didnt want a child that wasnt hers. Just my opinion.
Im guessing this baby isnt JHs and almost betting that the man she is pregnant with either is keeping tight lipped on what he does know regarding EG and Lucas or he helped her dispose of Lucas.
OT a bit: I feel disgusted more now than ever. I do battle with endometriosis and constant pain- I have three children(wasnt diagnosed until after my 1st child) that I really didnt ever think I could have. I wanted a big family so bad- all I ever dreamed about : It wasnt easy, went through numerous surgeries just to find the endo, doc put me on shots that put me into menopause at 23, took FOREVER to get pregnant(with my 2nd and 3rd children) I refused to use any fertility medicine because I felt I was lucky enough to have one child and there are people out there that never even get to experience that- I told myself god would give me my babies if it was meant to be!
How is it that a woman like EG who is so selfish, hateful, manipulative can bring kids into this world so easily yet has no problem taking a child out of this world like its nothing ?!!! I think Im going to scream!
What a nice selfless way to think of having more children. Thats something in my book. (Been trying for a few months so I needed to see that.)