enw10110
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I respectfully disagree. I think...I reserve the right to change my mind (again).
I think about JO's description of JH. If he succumbed to chaos, it was over time.
I think he loved Lucas and looked forward to time off with him. I also think he held an antiquated view of family life -- he's the working man on the long, hard road and EG was the domestic goddess.
While I believe he may have physically disciplined Lucas on occasion, I don't believe it started until after EG was in the picture -- and by this, I mean swat/spank -- not paddling, whooping, or beating. He talked about how well-behaved Lucas was; he didn't seem like someone to hide, no frustration with behavior or attempts to blame Lucas.
When he flew off the handle with EG's son, was he already tense in a fight with EG? Was he defending Lucas or MH? Was he irritated at the hypocrisy that EG had full reign over his kids but he couldn't even correct them? None of these things are excuses, but a way to understand.
I think he believed EG was his after an abusive relationship and that they were trying to make a home-sweet-home for their 2 shared children & her 2 boys. He's not stupid. But he stayed with EG after DV -- that tells me she had him in her pocket.
I also think he had a great amount of pride. Pride means you handle your own business -- it's your business, and there's no tolerance for prying. I think he *thought* he had a handle on things -- we don't know the private conversations between him & EG or what he's told LE, but I am thinking he bought EG's line -- why would she lie to him about his child? It was her "job" to care for the children. In his mind, he may have followed simple reasoning -- he didn't see bruises on her boys or MH so... Lucas must just be clumsy. He could understand it because at one time he thought Lucas would have developmental problems. Or being a boy -- in that case, even better.
We know he & EG argued. But it was "effortless" because it was easy for him to visit & leave--no doubt EG showered him with love, food, & sex when he was home. Lucas was happy to see him and sad when he left -- everything fed his idea and image of being an appreciated, hard-working husband and father.
Think about it -- it's heartbreaking to be away from family that long -- but the benefit is that there is virtually little to no responsibility when coming home. It's all good times and love and catching up.
Did EG have him in her pocket or did he have her in his? How would she have left him after the DV? She was homeless with no job. How would he have left her? Easily. Even when he was home, he sent her to get LH from school. If you were gone 2/3rds of the month, wouldn't you pick up your kids from school when you were home? Especially when they're sick. What if EG was the one who was "wronged" in the relationship and she felt powerless to leave and therefore looked for control elsewhere (by beating JH's son)? I know JO said he never hit her, but she also said he wasn't on drugs when he was with her (which, with respect to JO, is doubtful) and she thinks he is now.
I'm not saying you're wrong because I don't know these people, but in my mind, there's a lot more evidence that he's abusive than not. Though it is nice to think that Lucas had a stable parent, so I can see why people keep going out on that limb.