Crimeblocker
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At the moment I am confused about the just posted comment about a deceased man in Rutland?
In the meantime, I have been thinking about the physical condition of the monster who took VM's life...especially his hands, hair, eyebrows...had he used a significant means of fire. Unless a person is used to working with fire, he or she typically ends up burning themselves somehow, often causing significant injury. My sister was a burn unit nurse for a long time, and oh the stories of stupidity!
Of course, we have heard from LE about the killer having bruises and scratches, but I think it's logical he would have some 2nd degree or even 3rd degree burns had he used fire in the commission of his crime. Why hasn't LE mentioned this? Burns/blistering would likely be more discernable (and alarming) than scratches and bruising. This speaks to, IMO, the lack of a significant fire. Whether that outcome was planned, who knows.
I have always "seen" this murderer as being disorganized, confused and stressed during the commission of the attack and murder. I don't think the killer put in a lot of planning. For whatever reason, I feel there is some kind of cognitive problem, low intelligence at play, or at least a delusional belief that he is pretty clever, but in reality fails to tic a lot of boxes. For what it's worth, I think the fire aspect (though we really know nothing about the extent of it...could be something as small as the use of a cigarette lighter in a futile attempt to erase DNA or else to try to scare her, etc.) was part of a very loosely planned act, or IMO a manifestation of panic and confusion. I think he has seen her before, but is not meaningfully acquianted. He could have said hello at the small store, noticed her in months prior, etc., and in his own mind felt rebuffed or offended by her lack of attention.
But what do I know? He needs to be caught not only for justice and for what's owed to VM and her family, but that entire community needs to stop living in fear and start experiencing some seedlings of healing. From birth to 30, I lived in Sterling and surrounding areas. I went to Worcester Academy, and had many friends (and even a few teachers) in the Holden, Princeton area. What happened to Vanessa will hurt the town and its residents forever. Children hearing about this monstrous act will never forget how it made them feel. Women will have a hard time feeling safe. No matter the identity of the killer, the effects on residents will be steep and interminable.
I am so very sorry for all of this, and am so concerned for the mental health of all going forward. I think PTSD is sorely underestimated, and can be experienced as a community just as likely as by one person.
All here is my opinion. I know only what has been printed in mainstream media.
You're right the murder will effect the community and surrounding communities for a very long time. The woods no longer are quite as peaceful as they once were. In time the memory isn't quite as disruptive but there will be inevitable traumatic reminders when you see the lone runner or young women aimlessly chatting on their phones are prime examples of triggers. We live in a very tough world with peace and tranquilly consistently overshadowed by violence. My experience with PTSD is such that its roots are planted in the recall of a trauma and the " loss of control " that overwhelms you at the time. Individuals need to release the idea that they can control life, they can't. Yes, I do realize this is anxiety producing in its own right " but " there are things you can do to empower yourself and remove that sense of helplessness. Empower yourself by knowing that you have decided to become proactive, be vigilant in awareness of what you see around you, lock your doors, get some mace. But more importantly than all of that " release" this, know that this is not the norm in a small community. Respect that her death, or any death, is not in vain, horrific things do happen but don't allow that thought to control you. I doubt Venessa Marcotte or any victim would want that for you. By all accounts she loved life, honor that by taking care of yourself and others.