Deb:
So very sorry for your loss and the anger, pain, and frustration it has caused you and your family. I'm sure your Mom is smiling and so proud of how you have persisted in getting the answers even though you've had so many obstacles.
I'm glad you're getting professional help and I'm sure it will be worth it, especially if you have to testify.
For what it's worth and from what I have learned about anger is this: it eats you up from the inside out. You certainly are justified in having anger but bear in mind it has a tendency to take it's toll on a person.
Saying a prayer that in some way you will find peace. I hope you remember the good times with your Mom and that those times were a gift.
Peace and love.
:seeya: