kittythehare
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He would have received the solace from concentrating that part of his mind.. the maths. part.. channeling all his attention into beating this dice.. It merely rested him.. from something unknown..Yes, so if he gambled to ease his troubles what exactly gave him solace - the gambling or was it the winning? I think it was the winning, the prestige, the distinction, the recognition "worlds greatest video poker player", etc.
So if his success at winning diminished, much like drug withdrawal, would that cause his troubles to surface?
Rumour only but I've noticed speculation that odds on video poker have been decreased over time. I also recall speculation that SP sold one of his houses (in 2016?) in order to finance his weapons. If so, that would indicate that he had run out of excess cash and was also at a point where he was selling assets to fund his gambling.
I believe he was comfortably off when he died.. no debts..
There is no evidence he was losing badly on the tables. (saw reputable source report yesterday, thats what am citing, I posted it here in relation to another matter)
He was in good stead with the casino.. the article was claiming there was no evidence or reason for him to have had a grievance against the hotel.
But, his previous career as building manager in his own apartments.. people speculated he would not hire someone because he was afraid to pay wages.. but maybe it was from a similar mental need.. to control..
the game was always to seek control.. of the odds, of his environment, of everything he touched.. he liked to wear gloves to 'protect his hands'- from what?
Perhaps impulse control was a lifelong problem for him and he had learnt behaviours in an effort to control them?
Did he ever loosen up, chill out, laugh...?