You ever heard the saying "tell yourself what you have to tell yourself to get by"?
That is what this is.
If a woman ever admitted that a child was a child at conception, then they would be admitting that the abortion made them a murderer (supposing they had an abortion). Faced with the horror of such an admission, they choose to go the route that gives them the conscience out. They want to act like the abortion is nothing more than taking a pan of bread that burnt out of the oven, no different. Just dna in there with no life or soul.
Only, the problem is that no amount of feminism propaganda and chanting about baby at birth is able to quench the firey furnance of the conscience and soul. That is why so many women live a life of depression and problematic relationships....especially when they have children later in life. That's the real untold story is the guilt that they can't get away from because their soul won't let them forget about what they did.
I was talking with a lady once who admitted that she had an abortion. I wasn't judgemental or anything like that. She finally broke down right there in front of me (I hadn't said much to her because the deed was done by that point) and admitted about the guilt and suffering she was going through and it was about 15 years removed.
Cal
Of course, there are millions of women who had abortions who wish they never did! But not all woman are as you describe, Cal.. I'm certainly not. I'm also not anything near a feminist.
Just a mentally ill woman who ended up pregnant after going off the pill thinking that was what was making me so sick in my mind. Only, after that I became sicker and sicker still, even ended up commited to psychiatric hospitals, made suicide attempts and came very close to harming my child the one who was already alive.
I got help and part of that help was to end a pregancy with a child I could end up harming once living outside of my body. I'd already harmed myself and wanted nothing more than to die, why bring a child into THAT kind of life?
You can claim feminism all you want to, but you have no idea the life I have lead, what I put my family through, including my husband, the father of both children I carried (who had a say in the matter and chose what was best for our living and unborn children. and the changes I have since made in my life.
Regret, yeah, I always wanted lots of kids, but guilt, no way! I didn't choose to be mentally ill but I
could choose my own behavior and bringing harm to the life of a living breathing child is one behavior I chose not to engage in!
I didn't make a habit of getting pregnant and had to
fight with my doctor to get him to tie my tubes while I was still so young but I felt it important I was not in control of anymore childrens lives with my illness. I also felt it important not to hand down more mental illness to our future generations.
I did the right thing and I
know that the God I love and pray to knows that!