Thank you, it's been the most horrific thing I could've ever imagined living through. He was a huge part of me. I talked to him about my life, hopes, making wise choices, marriage, raising kids, saving money, politics, being a good employee, following dreams. He did teach me about life, in every aspect.We were a lot alike. He tried to talk to me about dying when his parents died. I told him I'd never make it & couldn't talk about it. He said everybody has to die. I told him he'd have to wait for me. Right now I need to talk to him, MORE than I need air. I wish I had been stronger when he tried to talk to me about dying, but truth is I just couldn't stand the thought of life without my Dad. Make sure your dad knows how much you love him, I was lucky and was able to tell my dad all the time that he was my hero.