It has been almost a month since WH was taken from us, in the tragic events. With so many questions in my mind and a wish to pay my respects, I went on a drive today. The sun was shining, but the pavement was a bit wet and I had only a few hours to go on my journey before I had to be someplace.
I chose to buy a potted plant of miniature light pink and yellow roses. Symbolizing sympathy, grace and a promise of a new beginning. I hadn't been back to the area of Dodge Park since I went fishing, a few days before this tragedy occurred. It had been years since I had even driven up to Roslyn Lake, since they drained it. Under time restraint, I chose to head East to Dodge Park, then up to Roslyn Lake. What I thought would take me over 30 minutes was only 17 minutes from the point of Hogan Road to SE Thomas Road. As I drove through the route, looking at the beautiful sunny nurseries and Fall colors, my heart became real heavy as I approached Dodge Park and making the final turn onto Thomas Road. The road was shaded but the beautiful clouds and sun could be seen in the distance North. The trees growing inside the lake bed were so tall, where there once was just water. The grove of dense fir trees acted as a wall on the other side, behind me. I placed the potted roses next to the power pole, said a prayer and got back in my car. On the pole was a set of flowers from someone else, which happened to be yellow and redish pink, similar to the ones I brought. After a few minutes of silence and staring into the distance, It was time to leave and head back.
I decided I wanted to see the route which I had speculated JH had taken on that day.
I drove back the same path I came, down the hill and circled once in the Dodge Park parking lot, then proceeded to drive up Lusted Road and I turned left onto Dodge Park Blvd. I have never taken this path before. As I started driving SW on Dodge Park Blvd, it started going up hill in a slope and felt as if it was taking me away from the Gresham Area, more toward the City of Sandy. Anybody who would have normally taken this route must have been confused and not knowing where they were going. I took Dodge Park Blvd to Pleasant Home Drive and I could see a big yellow sign. It seemed natural that that was a route back to the Gresham Area. I drove it down to Lusted Road and heading West, I took a right at the Sam Barlow High School onto 302nd. It was a natural path going North. I followed it and it put me on a downward hill at Stark Street, near the Stark Street Bridge. At this point I knew in my head that JH must have changed directions and changed his mind back when he was on Dodge Park Blvd and decided to go to Larch Mountain instead of toward Sandy. Once you hit Stark you have to decide to hang a right to go over the bridge onto the Historical Columbia Highway. At this point I am almost certain, that JH realized he needed to get more gas.
The quickest route would have been to just continue down the hill, over the Stark Street Bridge and up to Larch Mountain in my opinion. It was the gas station that threw JH back into town, and back up the hill.
I drove West on Stark, up the hill and by the Shell station. The complete journey from Roslyn Lake to Shell was 28 minutes. That was only 5 minutes over what someone had asked earlier, if it could be driven that fast. 5 minutes of my drive time could have been shaved off, If I hadn't been behind a road crew on Dodge Park Blvd or had to follow a hay truck on 302nd.
From my personal experience on my drive today, with some wet roads with wet leaves and driving normal speed, I feel that the drive from Hogan Road to Roslyn Lake was only 17 minutes. The path back was as follows: JH took probably took Lusted Road by Dodge Park, up the hill, left on Dodge Park Blvd. From this point the road was deceptive and so he took a right on Pleasant Home Road and as a natural path, a left back on Lusted Road. At the stop, he took a natural right (North) on 302nd down to Stark. He realized he need more gas to go to Larch Mtn and Back, and had to go up into the city. The drive today was done with a limited amount of time, and done by a natural gut instinct. The drive only took 28 minutes. 5 minutes could have easily been shaved off. 23 minutes was not only probable, but confirmed to be possible.
My heart is a bit heavy tonight, but it was a journey that needed to be taken to pay my respects. My heart sank a bit when I approached Shell and my drive time was within 5 minutes of the 23 minutes we had talked about.
I definitely hope justice will be served. There is still a family, church and community that is mourning tonight!
RIP Whitney - Indeed, her light does still shine!