madeleine
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Way to go, madeleine. You have made a difficult choice, but with this reading you can see a side of JR that so many do not. The "poor me" side, for sure.
And also the reveals of character that one would not normally attribute to someone using Christian fortitude during a healing process. Such as, JR's sleeping on the floor next to the girls' beds because he did not feel he deserved to be comfortable during sleep in his own bed because both Beth and JB had suffered.
Or, choosing an organization primary for Christian youth education as his own "retreat" and Christian teaching source for further enlightenment after JB's death. I found it very odd that a man of his maturity level would not have sought an institution more age appropriate.
I, like you, only realized the full extent of JR's emotional disparity from losing Beth, and how intense it still was at the time JB was killed, when I read TOSOS. Even though Patsy said she didn't know how to console him when she heard him crying in his bathroom (perhaps triggered by the photos of Beth he keep there) it jogged me to learn he was having crying jags driving home from work over Beth, right up to the time of losing JB when Beth had been gone 4 years. With that level of depression (which had been medically treated, according to interview accounts and book info) I thought it odd that JR was using Melatonin, since it can increase depression.
I never understood why the friends were called over...if innocent this could have been a huge mistake/risk...if guilty it only made them look guiltier...but I think they wanted&needed AUDIENCE,especially JR when "finding" JB...even though it backfired,the audience wasn't stupid (L.Arndt,F.White)...all the TV appearances...most guilty people would fly under the radar and thank God they got away with it...but not these two...it's a NEED.