Wow....no wonder you haven't been sleeping well! I have not had any dreams about Caylee, just one about Cindy. I hope some of these knowledgable people can help you figure this out. Thanks for sharing!
Hi Lovejac
I appreciate the nod
Yeppers - it is so wierd!
I was raised in a really cool household that included my grandmother, where general mealtime family discussions [especially breakfast!!] was extremely lively & fun & had a lot to do with talk about everyone's dreams from the night before.... so even as a small child I have always been one of those people who remembers my dreams very vividly afterward, at least for a few days, even if I don't bring them up & talk about them....
I just rarely have ANY that 'stay with me' & 'bother me' like these....
I know I probably dream several times every night unless I am very exhausted, in which case I don't think I dream all...
Hubby says he has dreams on rare nights, but neither he nor my kids really remember what they dreamed - [unless it was a real doozy & ended up being scary or something or they woke themselves up talking in their sleep]... for the kiddos this is a highly rare occurrance, but I do talk in my sleep a lot I'm told LOL
The thing I've found so unsettling about these dreams is
[1] I've repeated same dream 3X now - which I never have done - ever!
& [2] I guess am among the loooooooooooow minority number of 'fence-sitters' who wants to believe she is actually alive & out there somewhere.... [at least until a body is actually shown to prove otherwise]
& yet, despite the fact I've had this dream, I can't explain it in any other way except to say it was not in any way shape or form an eerie / spooky / scary sensation or feeling... infact, quite the contrary - it was more a sense of relief or a feeling of elation! - Like I know it sounds irrational, but I honestly had this feeling or sensation or whatever as soon as I woke up that that DAY she would be found!!
& upon awakening the first time I immediately called my aunt who is in the area & told her about the dream & she COMPLETELY shot my theory all to pieces - LOL - she believes Caylee is deceased, & from what I told her [basically how I described it in writing here but probably much better verbally!] she deciphered that each time when Caylee 'answered' me I was viewing her from above looking down to see her / us, & that probably meant she is deceased; & from the description of the 'familiarity' of my odd surroundings in my dream, like I was 'supposed to be there', that it probably meant she was in fact buried in the backyard by the wall or possibly just on the other side of the wall; & my aunt goes: "Besides, why would she just keep saying 'here', "I'm HERE" - 'right HERE!'...? to a kid, what does that mean? Where is 'HERE'? here = home....." & she said she thinks that more or less, that probably meant she was right THERE... 'right there' at home in fact....
Yet, even after the dreams, even after talking to my aunt, even after everything she said, [& I can't debunk my aunt's belief / theory / explanations at all!] I mean, I have no rational explainations of my own in the least - except that it STILL doesn't feel that way, it doesn't feel that she is gone.... it just felt like a relief she was found!?
I can't explain it.... I just woke up each time feeling so excited - he!!, I thought 'here' meant NV or something!! LOL - it was just such an overwhelming sensation of having a sense of something coming together - like of something in the past that was simply overlooked but was in plain sight & then suddenly being unveiled / revealed...
I dunno.... it's so hard to explain & I feel incredibly dumb trying to verbally express it - lol - hopefully someone else who dreams on a regular basis knows what I mean about waking up & still having that 'feeling'....?!! yikes!
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