I can see Rebecca being so depressed, so broken over this incident. Maybe at some point I would not blame her for wanting to die. I just have a problem with the manner in which she was allegedly found with her hands and feet bound. She could have chosen a gentler death if she did this to herself -- such as going into the garage with the car running - leaving a suicide note. I can't fit it in my head having died "violently" (words of LE) -- with feet and hands tied.
I recall a time when my ex boyfriend died in a tragic accident, and the shock lasted days. It was surreal, like being in a nightmare of some sort from which you don't wake up. I'll admit after four days I wanted to die too -- but certainly not the next day. I was in shock...it wasn't real to me.
I don't know what to think anymore. Yes, I could see her really depressed. Who wouldn't? I get depressed when my child gets a tiny booboo. I can't even imagine feeling responsible for the death of someone's child. It is the manner in which she died that make me doubt it was suicide.
Like I said I tried to do a mini renactment tying my feet and then my hands and I caught a major cramp in my stomach trying to do this...it really doesn't compute with me. If someone said it was just the hands...even that would I could live with because I could understand if she did not want to stop the noose from working properly..but the feet as well???!!! No no no.
I recall a time when my ex boyfriend died in a tragic accident, and the shock lasted days. It was surreal, like being in a nightmare of some sort from which you don't wake up. I'll admit after four days I wanted to die too -- but certainly not the next day. I was in shock...it wasn't real to me.
I don't know what to think anymore. Yes, I could see her really depressed. Who wouldn't? I get depressed when my child gets a tiny booboo. I can't even imagine feeling responsible for the death of someone's child. It is the manner in which she died that make me doubt it was suicide.
Like I said I tried to do a mini renactment tying my feet and then my hands and I caught a major cramp in my stomach trying to do this...it really doesn't compute with me. If someone said it was just the hands...even that would I could live with because I could understand if she did not want to stop the noose from working properly..but the feet as well???!!! No no no.