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Last night/this morning around 2am...I woke my husband and told him I was beyond sleep was so uptight I was jerking. After his calm reasoning, he diagnosed me with trial fatigue.
Gave me a muscle relaxer and instructed me not to watch today....my gosh, how I wish I had listened. After crying all morning for George, I got up and prayed that God would give him strength to get through this. I can't remember anything outside of my family upsetting me like this. I hope it's over soon and Caylee will have justice.
 
I have followed this case since day 31. I have tried to read everything here at WS and followed everything on TV for three long years. I have two beautiful grown children with whom I have a very close relationship (one of which is the same age as the inmate). I transcribe this trial testimony because it keeps me from thinking too much about it. LOL - it seems I can't type and think at the same time (and sometimes I can't even type). No matter what - at the end of the day - I still find myself so confused. This case continues to perplex me. I don't know why I can't wrap my head around the fact that she is a psychopath. She is ill. Her family is dysfunctional. Watching their pain is very uncomfortable to me. It feels very voyeuristic to me. So raw. I just can't understand it all. Don't know if I ever will. Thank you all for being here, thank you to WS for being here. You all are amazing and it really helps to know that I am not alone in my feelings - hugs and kisses

THANK YOU for typing so much...........kisses and hugs all around.
 
This thread has filled my heart. I missed so much coverage today due to HLN being my only source. I am seeing GA's testimony replayed now for the first time when he breaks down and also the screen shot of ICA at the same time. I felt his pain through the TV and I imagine the jury feels it much more.

I've gotta admit, as a sexual abuse survivor, and mother whose oldest son went missing....TWICE....(found same day, both times, safe) and whose baby brother was missing for over a month (found, but never the same again) I can honestly say the story of the child in the rain brought me down. When you have a missing loved one ALL you think about is them. Are they afraid, cold, hurt????? No matter how much time goes by you never quit thinking and worrying and hurting. I too remember hearing the story of the child in the rain. I know if my daughter had drowned in the family pool, we would no longer have a family pool. I know if my daughter was found in the damp woods......oh screw it........I need a drink.

Thanks again for this thread. I am simply at a mental and emotional loss right now. This is truly ANTHONY TRIAL FATIGUE SYNDROME.
 
Thank you for this thread. Caylee was front and center today. I could feel her with her JoJo, her grandpa on the stand. My heart ached. I feel confident, that Caylee's grandpa today will be the key for her justice. What ever the DT does, will not take away from the love of a little girl and her grandpa.
 
This trial has made me both angry and sad. These past few weeks my mood at the end of the day depended on how the trial went.

I stayed a little late at work today in order to finish listening to the trial. When the witness spoke about the woman who needed to go to the grave site to be with her buried son, I lost it. Honestly all out lost it. I thank God I was in the office alone because I began to sob. Here this boy, who we know is in heaven, and I'm sure his mother knows that too;but here is this boy who has a mother sitting at his grave site, in the rain, with umbrellas and blankets because she just- cant- let- go. She cannot fathom him being in the dark rain alone.

And beautiful , sweet Caylee was alone. She could have been with her grandparents who adored her. Grandparents who probably had life again because of her. And while this witness is speaking about this, what is ICA doing? Wondering if it was time to cry and when the conversation was going to be back to her again.

That, my friends, is where the sadness and anger come in.

When this trial ends, there will be a lot of people that need healing. The people that knew her have gone through all the stages. Some of you here may have gone through those stages. I now know, that I have not. I have spent so much time reading , and following links from here to there, while my anger toward ICA just grew. But now-- I am left with a sadness. The same sadness I had when my son died.

Thank you all for being here and allowing others to grieve and vent. When one finishes their grief he/she picks up and helps the other who begins.
 
I am new to this thread and was VERY upset by Wednesday's courtroom proceedings. What got me was the so called trauma and grief "expert" who never even evaluated KC. I am a licensed psychologist specializing in trauma (submitted my CV to Websleuths to be a verified profressional here), AND parent-child attachment. This witness was not an expert-she is a Pop Psychologist and could not even describe the difference between an online article and a peer reviewed article. Yes people grieve in different ways, but NO ONE grieves like KC....with duct tape on the child, tossing the body, and partying for 31 days on stolen checks and credit cards. Young people DO sometimes act out, but with an angry edge. KC was neither angry nor did she even tell anyone what happened. It was ALL USELESS testimony and made me angry that the witness was smearing my profression. There is no official title "traumatologist." You can probably get that title by paying a hefty membership fee to an organizatin that SHE began.

To make it worse, aside from working in mental health, I have gone through SIGNIFICANT trauama and grief in my own life as has my daughter who was adopted from deplorable conditions in Russia when she was 8 years old. She is now 14 and was the apple of her daddy's eye until he got cancer and died 2 years ago. This is a chld who has seen more grief and trauama than any of us can imagine, and she is a GOOD girl!I was just SO offended by the mischaracterization of the wide range of grief responses. Plus, George Anthony's testimony really brought home to me how much a daddy loves his daughter and granddaughter. There is just nothing like it. Even if GA was a flawed man and not a perfect father, Thank God little Caylee got a chance to know the love of her grandfather for even a short while just as my daughter had a chance to learn what it is like to be positively adored by her father. The tragedy of losing his grand-daughter at the hands of his daughter who he also loved was just too much to bear for me.

I am not sure why WED got me when days upon days of testimony about decompsing bodies, bugs and lies kept me captivated. I have no doubt that KC is a sociopath and know that the concept of a true sociopath is very hard for even seasoned professionals to wrap their heads around. We try to fit their behavior into what we believe to be normal, or even "sick" behavior, yet it never sticks. Sociopathy is a personality disorder, one that is very very scary when you closely look ino that world. The trauma and grief expert today is probably a very nice person, good thersapist and good teacher. She was NOT an expert witness. Like many empathic people, she cannot even come close to comprehending the calllousness of a sociopath and I guess I cannot either. Thanks for listening to my 4 am vent.
 
I've followed this case since the very beginning. My heart has cried for Caylee since 2008but watching this trial has left me reeling. I cannot even see a picture of Caylee or hear her lovely voice without breaking down. I am devastated at the irrevocable actions of the MOTHER of this beautiful baby. I feel like I am passing through the shadow and am reliving the abuse and murder of Caylee Anthony.

I hope and pray that the jury is able to reach a proper verdict. This will give Caylee and all those who love her a chance to finally get some closure. I know in some religions (Buddhism for example) they advice grief-stricken loved ones to express their sadness and then to let go of their sorrowful emotions as they believe it does not serve or help the Soul move on. I want Caylee to be at peace and happy in whatever beautiful form she has taken on now.

Once this trial is over I will no longer focus on the miserable details of this case. I have learned so much in the last few years. I've learned to be grateful for the life I have, to not sweat the small stuff but rather focus on what is truly important (God, family, kindness etc) to hold myself to the highest moral and ethical standards. I will never forget Caylee. I will send her love and prayers till the end of my life.

God Bless you Caylee Marie Anthony.
 
Yesterday and today have been emotional for me. Seriously I just started crying thinking about how it is almost the end of this trial and also thinking about Caylee. It breaks my heart that the last thing she saw before she died was the evil eyes of her Mommy who is someone that stole her little heart from the moment she was born. Plus I had a dream that didn't help. :(
 
I am a long time lurker, recent new member and I posted this as my first post elsewhere but thought it more appropriate here...
My sister-in-law and friend was born with spinal muscular atrophy, she used a scooter for mobility and a bi-pap to help with breathing. By the age of 31 she had a masters degree in social work and was employed by a large hospital to assist the new babies and their families. She really was an angel here on earth.
When I first heard of Caylee Anthony it got my attention because that was my sister-in-law's name as well, spelled "Calee" and she was the first and only person I had heard of with that name.
I didn't follow the case very closely but had a good friend that did and would fill me in on details while they were searching for the little one. We knew she was gone but just wanted someone to find her so that she could rest in peace.
On November 21, 2008 my sister-in-law, Calee, became a real angel. Her 31 yr old body no longer had the strength to keep up with her spirit.
In the days after her funeral I spoke with my friend that was following this case and I told her, not to worry Calee would be with Caylee and she would make sure that she was found soon. Calee's job was always to get babies home. (I have attached her story below)
As most of you here may know, little Caylee was found shortly thereafter and only days after I made my comments to my friend.
I hope that during this turbulent trial that the thought of little Caylee having my Calee by her side brings some measure of peace for you all. I know it has for me.:angel::angel:

Now that the state has rested and we move into the final phases I would like to add one extra tidbit...My Calee would have been 34 on July 17th of this year, hopefully by then little Caylee will have justice!:heartbeat:
 

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Today just so emotional : (

Just would like to put down two things.

When my son was about 12 he started smoking MJ, and when I found out I took him immediately to the police station. He went to counseling and ended up in a residence for teens with drug and alcohol dependence. He had to live there and everytime I visited him he begged to come home. He was there 4 months, very LONG months, but the treatment worked and he is now 29 and has been clean since. He is a wonderful caring man now, and when we had a medical crisis going on inbetween tears he told me that putting him into the residence was the best thing I could have done for him, because I always felt guilty. I think of how George and Cindy enabled Casey for soooo long : (

Second today was the first time I really looked into Caylee's beautiful brown eyes. And I teared up. Made me think of my grand daughter, my daughters first baby who died before birth. Went to the ultrasound and there was no heartbeat.

So I take some solace today in knowing that precious Caylee is sharing heaven with my grandbaby.

And that soon there will be justice for Caylee.
 
Emotional mess after Jeff Ashton's opening statement. Bringing this up because I know we need it.
 
We need this thread today. I am sorry everyone that out justice system has failed Caylee and made all of us not trust it. :( :grouphug:
 
Just because I am so low and could use it.
What's still good? what?


I can think of my own fam, and having you all to come be with.
((hug))
 
Now that we can get on the board I am going to bring this back up. :grouphug:
 
Thank you .
Man I am destitute. Anyone else that cannot quit bawling? Also I want to rip someone's liver out with my teeth. And it's not my time of the month and I am a devout pacifist. :(
 
I am feeling completely despondent. On Sunday afternoon, my 5 year old son was diagnosed with cancer. I was en route to the doctor's with him today when the verdict came in & I had my oldest daughter call me. I was appalled & shocked by the result.

4 years (max) in a county jail for killing a child. That's it? How do the jurors explain away those 31 days????????

I felt sick. I still feel sick. I am heartbroken for my child & ICA deliberately murdered hers & threw her away.... is there really no justice in this world anymore?
 
I need this...I am going to cry...

There are things that have been happening in my life here and I have seen parallels...so this is upsetting me in a number of ways.
 
I've been stunned and depressed since I've heard that farce of a verdict. My faith is seriously shaken.
 

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