Last night I had a dream that seemed so real I had to write about it. It doesn't make any sense to the facts, I think it's just a mish mash of what I've read from here late into the night.
In my dream there was a scenario of Reeva and Oscar in the kitchen upset because Oscar didn't seem to have had anything for her so she was kinda fishing and joking around trying to see if he was going to do anything with her maybe the next day. When it became evident that no plans had been made she got a little upset but didn't say anything. The table was set and food put down and they started to eat but she wasn't very hungry so left it. Sometime later she called him out on it saying that it was their first VD together and he hadn't put any effort into celebrating it. She went upstairs and left him downstairs eating his food.
There must have been a break in my sleep because the next scenario I remember is where she said something that he didn't like and then it escalated into into a tit for tat type argument. It got worse and accusations were being thrown around about her supposed infidelities, he accused of her sleeping with her ex and also of having relationships with guys from Tropika (whatever that programme was called) especially accusing her of having an affair with Da LES whom he got really personal about. She started defending this guy and Oscar got more and more angry and began calling her derogatory names, she was horrified and then got off the bed and went to pack up her things and they were still arguing whilst she was doing that. She went to get the jeans that had been drying in the bathroom and went to put them on but he dragged them out of her hand and told her she wasn't leaving.
A fight broke out and he she reached for the cricket back for protection and held it as though she was going to hit him. She picked up her phone from the side of the bed and said that she was going to call the police if he didn't let her go. He lunged for her knocking her phone out of her hand, she swung the bat and hit the side of his head then threw it and ran for the door. He was raging at this point and went for his gun. She opened the bathroom window to try to escape but saw him coming with the gun so she ran into the toilet. He was coming after her shouting for her to get out of his house and get out of the toilet. She tried to calm him down but he was beyond furious. From there they were arguing through the door and he was shouting and asking her why she was going to call the police, what was she going to say. He told her that no-one would believe anything she said anyway because he was Oscar and no-one ever gets anything to stick, that the police wouldn't believe her. He said that even if he shot her now, no-one would believe her, that he could say that he thought it was an intruder and that would be it. He told her that he would carry on his life and everyone would just forget that she existed. She heard him take the safety catch off the gun and began to panic, she shouted for help and he just said that no-one could hear her, no-one could help her, she cried for help again and he just laughed, he said you need to shout louder than that if you want help and he started shouting it himself. "maybe someone would hear you if you shouted that loud, but still noone would come to help you". At this point she was beside herself and starting backing up to hide but realised there was nowhere to hide, she was begging him she was screaming really loudly, he was telling her to shut up or he'll shoot but she just kept screaming, ...................
In the next scene I remember, he was shouting for her to get down or he'll shoot, she got down from the toilet seat and slipped and her foot kicked the magazine rack slightly, he thought she was opening the window to escape and he instantly shot, he heard more really loud screaming and then what he thought was a click on the window he kept shooting and then he heard nothing more and he stopped. He stood quiet for a while and it was silent, he wondered if she had escaped out of the window so ran to the balcony so he could check. He looked for a while but saw nothing, he went back to the bathroom and realised that Reeva must still be in there, that's when he realised what he had done and started screaming and shouting for help and praying etc. He kicked at the door and I woke up...
And here I am again reading this forum... dear Lord what will I dream tonight! I don't want another like last night as I woke up way too panicked and scared.