July 25,2007 journal entry
email?
It has to do it trust . . JA is saying they violate each others trust - she violates in lookin @ his text messages .. . he violates by cheating. . . . lack of trust and lack foundation for trust and TA is providing no reason for trust . . she is worried about someone she loves is distrustful . . . .JAfeels stupid and blind in this situation . . . .
shortly after she just moved to Mesa . . . significance = she is feeling very insecure in this relationship - she has not ended the relations but is still in it . . . .she can not check his texts but she doesn't trust him to not cheat . . . . see this often with victims blame selves for not doing anything about the problem
the Law of Attraction collides with self-blame . . . much easier to think you can change things by thinking and feeling them . . . she feels she is to blame
what did Ja learn that weekend about him? . . . he was priesthood holder - stresses family values in LDS church, he was a major player in PPL - invited to executive directors banquet . . . he was persistent . . . financial stability (ie: PPL E.D.) . . . TA portrayed himself to others as being financial stable.
#568 - email dated July 27, 2007
from Sky Hughes to tA . . . .impression of subject matter . . . her apology for not being able o loan TA $4K . . . . she able to give him some money? . . . .objection X2 . . . relevance? . . . approach