Katerz, I used the term "magical thinking" because I have known addicts (alcoholics and druggies) who no longer think like a normal person does, and yet they posit some extreme thinking that has no basis in reality. Make excuses, rationalize, etc. Just as this police officer has done. She could have made a different decision at several junctures along the way to getting to the wrong apartment--which couldn't have looked "exactly" like hers, because Jean had a red rug in front of his door, and she did not. I think the truth is very different from the story she is telling. I believe her "poor me, I didn't know where I was" spiel is an attempt at covering her tail, and to change the trajectory of where this case should go.
I don't agree with you, and was trying to say why I do not. I don't believe her story, I don't believe this officer, who shot an innocent man, is telling the truth. I think she went to confront Jean about the noise, got mad or scared or something, shot him, and then came up with some highfalutin' story about what happened.
Yes. This.^^^