Glad this thread is still open - I messaged a couple of mods to keep it open after the trial but they responded as if it wasn't the done thing after a trial is over. Very frustrating and probably dispersed the number of attentive people who went to the trial with me. I went to this trial for something like three weeks if my memory serves me right (I think it was a 5 week trial). Something I won't ever forget. I've been thinking about Helen and family a lot this Christmas.
I think the case is extraordinary, and what sticks in my mind is the "alternate reality" possibility - that none of this would have happened if her late husband John hadn't walked into the sea in Barbados in 2011. There isn't cause and effect obviously, but there is a series of fatal events that follow on from each other. What gets me is the double tragedy of it all - that in 2010 they were a happy couple living in Highgate, him on the verge of retirement, living a life. That she wrote a book all about this experience of losing him, only to then meet her ultimate fate. I do wonder what she would have written about this from beyond the grave. I remember standing outside court 1 of St Albans Crown Court, with all the people attending court on the day that IS took the stand - the throng of journalists, as well as all the characters in the public gallery (Josie!) - and how she would have described them all.