Yes, such meticulous concern about folding up a duvet which was going to be chucked into a skip at the dump.
and here he is in wooing mode 2012
IAN
Reply May 18, 2012
Reading about ones self is strange !! Helen you put it into words what we have been through, going through so beautifully.
The GGHW should just be GHW, trades description act.
Just want to say OLLIing with you is fantastic.
You are a special lady ( in so many ways ) and you are my special lady.
You are not only making my life complete again but my sons are so much happier with you around (and Boris of course).
There is a place in my heart and mind for the past
and there is a space (a big space) in my heart and mind for the future.
The journeys end is unknown but we are going to have fun getting there.
Love you
xxxxx
Telling people what they want to hear - cliches - this is for public consumption - it doesn't feel from the heart IMO
http://planetgrief.com/2012/05/17/painful-pleasure/
It's from the comments under the blog post.
Who knows what will happen with GGHW? I know what I feel will happen, but as with any relationship things could collapse faster than a souffle from a hot oven.
GGHW has (jokingly) banned me from Googling relationships after death as I am always coming up with stories where after a couple of years a widow or widower wakes up and out of the blue says: "I can't deal with this any more/can't commit/never dealt with the grief/was kidding myself etc etc."
How much is still grief related and how much is an excuse?
Don't know, but heartbreak after bereavement must be particularly painful.
I have heard others say it felt like another bereavement.
uke:
Cheers cotton!
Ah I feel better now.
Helen wherever you might be I hope you hear this message and listen carefully, said Mr Stewart in his statement.*
“We miss you and Boris so much. We are shattered in so many ways. You not only mended my heart five years ago but made it bigger, stronger and kinder.
“Together we learnt to live with our grief and move forward with our lives but never forgetting. Now it feels like my heart doesn't even exist. Our plans are nowhere near complete and without you there is no point.
“We promised each other 30 years. Please keep that promise and come home. Whatever has happened, wherever you are I will come and get you and Boris and give you whatever you need.
“Love you more.”"
“Days have become weeks and weeks have become months – Helen please don’t let months become years.
“Helen, bring Boris home or ring 116 000. Life without you is just wrong.”
I swear I shall scream if he doesn't take the stand and I am not given to histrionics.
I am unsure why Oliver didn't tell dad to go to the police or why he didn't go himself in order to protect his dad. Maybe he told Oliver not to do anything. I can't wait for IS to take the stand. I just hope he does.
One U.K.-based organization specifically established to provide support for victims of this crime has, for example, reported a 256% increase in the number of DFC between 1995 and 2005.
Non-benzodiazepine hypnotics: The Z-class of hypnotics ( such as Zopiclone) have been the most common class of drugs reported in DFC.
OR - why, as has been discussed before - Helen 'asked them to look in the study' - how J & N knew IS had recently had an op. Most importantly, why IS would NOT wish to go directly to the Police to protect Helen - and then to protect his Sons. An impossible scenario - when you compare it to the earlier days with Helen.
In Money Matters Chapter - she writes lots about this fear of having nothing and trying to cut back on everything within her expenses - including heating - to reduce her bills. She contracted an electrician to fit a new thermostat in the hall. But the bills 'went up '-until a year later 'when the GGHW took a look and discovered that the thermostat had been wired incorrectly; the heating was never automatically switching off'
Night in White Armour can do it when he chooses.
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Another one singing IS's praises. Could everybody really get him that wrong. He must be an incredible actor. Not a single dissenter IIRC.
although this is the one I was looking for , from 2012, same link, another comment, this time from HB
Brilliant Lit Up. Thank you.