I read it as two more injections later on; just a little stunned really (IMO) there appears to be something which happens not long after these 3 events of medications. I can’t get my head round it. Even with the comments made to colleagues about “sepsis” I haven’t read anything from today which even suggested that. Unless I’ve completely missed it?What are they suggesting? One injection at 1:25? Or two more injections later on? There was more time between treatment and collapse in the second and third collapses, more than 5mins.
This bit here; fourth child, where her colleague says “I can’t believe you were on again”.. I’m just sat here thinking the same thing tbh. The case with child D, I cannot make any sense of it. It will be interesting to hear the statements from doctors and other reports."Wanna chat? I can't believe you were on again. You are having such a tough time."
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Recap: Lucy Letby trial, Thursday, November 3
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It can depend (I believe), but I also wonder whether it could be an allergic reaction to something perhaps.. but that doesn’t explain the similar discolouration in the previous cases either. I’m struggling to actually make sense of it (logically) and even more so when taking into account of the conversation to colleague by message- and this is the fourth child now in strikingly similar circumstances. I’m trying to find a logical explanation/make sense of it and I just can’t tbh.I would have thought that if sepsis the rash would not have appeared so suddenly
Letby replies: "Just overall looking into the case.I read it as two more injections later on; just a little stunned really (IMO) there appears to be something which happens not long after these 3 events of medications. I can’t get my head round it. Even with the comments made to colleagues about “sepsis” I haven’t read anything from today which even suggested that. Unless I’ve completely missed it?
Good catch! I don't know if "overwhelming sepsis" is a term used often, but it would seem LL did borrow it from her colleague. I probably would've said just sepsis, but I'm not a nurse.Just noticed something in the messages. Her use of the term 'overwhelming sepsis'
"Letby refers to Child D being "messed about a couple of times" and refers to a rash that "looked like overwhelming sepsis"
A week before this, when she was messaging her colleague about child C this was the exchange:
Letby: "I was struggling to accept what happened to [Child A], now we have lost [Child C] overnight and it's all a bit much."
The colleague replies: "It will be but it does happen to these babies unfortunately."
"It's a very sad part of our job."
The colleague recalls a baby who had previously died in the neonatal unit, but had "overwhelming sepsis" so "nothing would have saved that baby".
It's very odd that she loses child A and C, her colleague then tells her about a baby who died who has 'overwhelming sepsis.
She then loses a baby D, an investigation is planned and she tells colleagues baby D died of 'overwhelming sepsis'.
Is that a commonly used medical way to describe sepsis - overwhelming? Because I'm wondering if that's why she picked child D, her colleague gave her the idea the week before.
MOO
No.Just noticed something in the messages. Her use of the term 'overwhelming sepsis'
"Letby refers to Child D being "messed about a couple of times" and refers to a rash that "looked like overwhelming sepsis"
A week before this, when she was messaging her colleague about child C this was the exchange:
Letby: "I was struggling to accept what happened to [Child A], now we have lost [Child C] overnight and it's all a bit much."
The colleague replies: "It will be but it does happen to these babies unfortunately."
"It's a very sad part of our job."
The colleague recalls a baby who had previously died in the neonatal unit, but had "overwhelming sepsis" so "nothing would have saved that baby".
It's very odd that she loses child A and C, her colleague then tells her about a baby who died who has 'overwhelming sepsis.
She then loses a baby D, an investigation is planned and she tells colleagues baby D died of 'overwhelming sepsis'.
Is that a commonly used medical way to describe sepsis - overwhelming? Because I'm wondering if that's why she picked child D, her colleague gave her the idea the week before.
MOO
Fate.3:15pm
Letby refers to Child D being "messed about a couple of times" and refers to a rash that "looked like overwheming sepsis".
She adds that two members of staff said the circumstances "would be investigated".
The colelague replies: "Dad was very anxious all day." and adds, in relation to the investigation, "What the delay in treatment?"
Letby replies: "Just overall looking into the case.
"And reviewing what antibiotics she was on if sepsis."
3:31pm
The colleague says Child D "was behaving septic".
She adds, to Letby: "Oh hun, you need a break."
Letby said, in her response: "But it's part of the job and it's hard for everyone."
The colleague responds: "Yes but you have had it all recently."
Letby, in her response, says: "Hmm well it's happened and that is it, got to carry on..." before referring to her planned time off.
The conversation then discusses staffing arrangements, and the difficulties of the job, before noting an instance of a happier occasion on the unit.
Letby says: "How do such sick babies get through and others get to [die] so unexpectedly?"
Her colleague, in her response, says: "We just don't have magic wands..."
The colleague refers to what Child D looked like in their care.
Letby replies: "I think there is an element of fate involved. There is a reason for everything."
3:38pm
The colleague adds: "It's important to remember that a death is not a failure," and says Letby is "an excellent nurse."
Letby, in her response, accepts the need to take positives from the job, but it's "just so sad to watch what families go through."
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Recap: Lucy Letby trial, Thursday, November 3
The trial of Lucy Letby, who denies murdering seven babies at the Countess of Chester Hospital neonatal unit and attempting to murder 10 more,…www.chesterstandard.co.uk
I don't think the purplish mottling was a rash, but more like a skin discoloration. It came and went in seconds, whereas a rash tends to gradually appear or be present forIt can depend (I believe), but I also wonder whether it could be an allergic reaction to something perhaps.. but that doesn’t explain the similar discolouration in the previous cases either. I’m struggling to actually make sense of it (logically) and even more so when taking into account of the conversation to colleague by message- and this is the fourth child now in strikingly similar circumstances. I’m trying to find a logical explanation/make sense of it and I just can’t tbh.
I agree, I’ve gone back through the threads from today thinking I’ve missed it.. I cannot make sense of it. Im finding it difficult to rationalise other possibilities but can’t see any sort of reference to what she suggested via message exchange. It just seems so random/out of place with the rest of the notes and care provided.Letby replies: "Just overall looking into the case.
"And reviewing what antibiotics she was on if sepsis
This has made me feel uncomfortable.
Because there was no mention on the nursing notes of sepsis once baby was brought into ITU. She didn't note it either anywhere was was doing drip infusions etc. Surely you'd say or note something this big?
Why was she so convinced it was? When no doctor mentioned it? And it feels like she was setting up the reasoning as "overwhelming sepsis" when she found out there was an investigation.
That text is the only time I've considered that maybe this was God complex. I don't know - if a lot of my patients died in a short span, I'd be trying to understand what could have gone wrong with their care - like all the other nurses and doctors were trying to understand. Not talking about fate. I can understand thinking it in her personal life but when you're in the job of saving lives, saying it about patients feels odd.Fate.
I’m surprised she wasn’t questioning any kind of odd link between cases A-D herself, I find it difficult to understand why she wasn’t questioning it/worried. Four cases in already and i just see some kind of brush off about it in the discussion with the colleague. If I was having that kind of conversation with my colleague after 4 similar deaths alone I would start to raise questions, it’s quite uncomfortable IMOAlso didn't she recognise the discolouration in her other patients? And knows they didn't die of sepsis. So why this one?
I agree.That text is the only time I've considered that maybe this was God complex. I don't know - if a lot of my patients died in a short span, I'd be trying to understand what could have gone wrong with their care - like all the other nurses and doctors were trying to understand. Not talking about fate. I can understand thinking it in her personal life but when you're in the job of saving lives, saying it about patients feels odd.
Also this sentence bothers me
"How do such sick babies get through and others get to [die] so unexpectedly?"
What does it mean 'get to'? 'Getting to do something' is normally something people want to do right? You wouldn't say, "you're so unlucky you get to go to prison". Why do the babies 'get to' die? Does she think they want that? Just odd.