I've been involved in a lot but I think subconsciously I may lean towards US cases because there is that little bit of a sense of unreality, I'm able to detach a little. This one has been different, no disrespect to other victims. It's also the first trial I have followed so closely here, apart from Jodi Arias, which was almost unreal to me.
It probably doesn't help that I suffer from an anxiety disorder (or 3)
I'm going to have to brace myself for the Kibby trial (AH) I think Bessie, and a few others will know how tough that one may be.
I can't stop thinking of the horror poor Becky must have endured, and her poor family have had to relive it in detail, no matter what the sentences are, nothing will bring Becky back. They have to live without her, live with the loss, live with the horror. When DG said they wanted to die, I get it. I would feel the same. I'd want the earth to just swallow me up.
Im very empathetic, I feel their pain, emotionally and physically. I still couldn't take a break from here though. I'd probably drive myself crazy(ier) if I didn't feel like I was trying to help.