I think reality and her half a$$ed mental projections of how things were going to go parted ways real quick.
Im sure she gave alot of thought to the nuances of her new 'beautiful life' but the nuts and bolts reality of disposing of Caylee whom she had already written off at some point I think she kind of winged it when it became "Ewwww...."
And having written her off in her own mind and being a truly self absorbed sociopath she couldnt concieve she would be that precious and important to so many other people.
Im sure she gave alot of thought to the nuances of her new 'beautiful life' but the nuts and bolts reality of disposing of Caylee whom she had already written off at some point I think she kind of winged it when it became "Ewwww...."
And having written her off in her own mind and being a truly self absorbed sociopath she couldnt concieve she would be that precious and important to so many other people.