AS is absolutely in shreds, but composed himself, reading poetry "I am bloody, but unbowed".
Thanking the bridge inspector for finding him.
Describing his memorial, about why it was so long before they could bury him.
He seeks peace and joy in every day of his life, despite the pain. (I can't transcribe this all, sorry, he's speaking too quickly and I'm struggling not to cry. This is a very good speech, and a very good speaker, as was Landon before him.)
He's talking about the attacks on him for his attempts to find his son the only way he could 'in the mind of a killer'.
I wish we could see the pictures.
Judge is crying, wiping his eyes.
He's talking about the loss of the relationship with HH, how he does not know if it is salvageable.
Talking about the catastrophic scale of Little Sis's loss. How proud of her he is, how she was thriving.
Little Sis's words. "That you do not do that to people especially your stepkids, and that it is never alright to do these things."
As dissolves into tears of guilt for leaving Gannon alone with her. "I'm so sorry."
He's trying to right the wrong of the defense referring to Gannon as a demon. How he will line people up across the country to stand behind him.
How the worst thing Gannon ever did was call him 'dad' rather than 'daddy' as he grew up, a natural part of entering that stage of life. How he was getting big into football the last six months of his life. How losing Gannon's switch to evidence forever was the hardest thing.
They're playing a bit of Gannon's video from youtube. It's the first time I've heard Gannon's voice. (I made sure I never watched the candle video.)
He's apologising to Landon for their disagreements.
He's demanding LS be stripped of the name of Stauch and spend for every mile she drove Gannon's body, a day in solitary. Asking for sentence based on the average life expectancy Gannon should have had. Also, HH's life.
He's relating what he thinks Gannon's last words were, hopes that she relives Gannon's moments in her sleep every night.
Showing photos now that I still can't see. AS is finished.