I'm absolutely horrified and disgusted. From the way RW described Shanann as controlling, narcissistic and possibly bipolar to the descriptions of the girls' bodies being recovered to NK's... entire existence. Rourke was extremely controlled in what he said about her.
The




, the ring pawning, the web searches for wedding dresses. And book deals? Do people hate Amber Frey? I don't think I'm allowed to say anything I'm thinking because of TOS. Suffice to say, I hope that the entire sordid thing is displayed across the media in Radar articles for the public to judge, just like poor Shanann was judged. No, I'm not at all feeling charitable towards her victimhood right now so I'll just leave it at that.
I don't have words. No words. Nothing is adequate. It just keeps getting more and more indescribably awful page by page. And I'm clearly not even to the worst parts yet. My heart is just shattered for the Rzuceks.