I not only own a gun but I have it strapped to my ankle with a conceal carry permit. When I leave my house it comes with. It's a small thing but powerful enough to stop a person. I've known how to shoot since I was a teen and I bought my first when I lived alone. My decision to carry came when a cluster of women who disappeared hit the news in my area and others. One even called 911 from the back seat of the car but was dead within minutes of the last call. She had two little babies and a loving husband who are now with out her.
I have LE in my family as well and I know that when really bad things go down you have to be able to defend yourself. LE can not just show up in the back seat of a car and rescue you.
With that said, I can totally understand why people don't wish to own a gun or be educated about their safety and use. My gun is not a topic to be pushed onto others. It's a personal choice I made for my own life. Heaven forbid I ever have to use it but I refuse to become a statistic joining so many others who lost their life becuase they were helpless when a monster swooped in and took their life away.
It's nerve wracking when you first shoot a gun becuase you don't know what to expect before you pull the trigger and it can be very startling when you do. I can
NOT fathom being on the other side like Travis was.
A gun is a scary thing no matter the size, no matter who is holding it, no matter how big you are. Add a maniac like Jodi and I don't even have the words.
When I look at that last photo of Travis...the one with his nose running and the look of terror in his eyes, I know I am looking at a man who is staring death in the face. A gun, a knife or even both but sheer terror at what he is seeing and what is to come. It makes me sick and helpless. I just want to reach into the photo and rescue him.
My heart breaks for his friends and family. And now we have this up coming week's testimony about little boys and sex tapes and...just a vile mess. All becuase Jodi didn't get what she wanted. All becuase someone finally told her no, a man is a dead and a family's nightmare continues.