Frigga
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Only a small number of psychopaths are murderers.
Drugs/alcohol lower inhibitions. Presumably, if you have some hidden desire to
murder, regardless of whether you are a psychopath, drugs/alcohol could help you to fulfill this desire.
Apparently Dahmer drank a lot. His high school peers considered him an alcoholic. He was discharged from the army for alcoholism. It was reported that he showed up to work stinking of booze.
Here is my thinking in terms of Jodi and drinking/drugging. I am pretty sure in her days with the vampire, Matt, and Darryl that she probably drank some. I think once she met Travis and headed for her baptism, that drinking was not something she continued to do.
We know from Travis friends testimony that Jodi was much different one-on-one than she was in a group setting. It sounds like she was shy or uncomfortable in a group setting. That was my impression, at least. She even talks about how terrified she was to sing the national anthem in front of 10 people- this I believe.
Travis was the opposite of Jodi. He had many, many friends, was quite the socializer, party organizer, and public speaker. I think she admired that and envied that about Travis- I actually think she envied it (secretly) more than admired it. I think she was puzzled by it and wondered why he, and others, were blessed with such a gift, yet she was not.
By the time she left Mesa her life was in the toilet- finances, prospects etc. I'm sure she was pretty miserable. I can see her going back to drinking- especially moving home to Yreka. What a drag- why not? Her sister was drinking and drugging and who more than Jodi would want to escape or numb the reality of her existence? I think its absolutely plausible- even probable.
Hooking up with Matt at the Redroom for karaoke and appetizers but no drinks? No way? Spending the night with Gus (who isn't Mormon) in his motorhome? I'd be drinking myself into oblivion if I had been in her shoes, with him, in that place.
We will likely never know, but I think that this sort of scenario may have been what contributed to sending her over the edge on her death march to Travis. Not a pass nor an excuse just a viable possibility.
Maybe, after she is convicted some of these folks will come out and start speaking the truth. One can only hope. I'm hoping.