Ya know, every-time I think she *must* be realizing the gravity of her situation she shows up all chipper the next day with that "duping delight" grin that Janine Driver on Dr. Drew describes so beautifully, and I am completely "??????????"
I agree - except there is more on the table now - more than ever before.
The murder itself and the
prosecutor.
Having to describe the murder in detail, answering every question she's so far kept a mysterious secret (giving her a sense of perceived power, and a sort of mystique she may want to hang onto for years to come...)
Facing
this prosecutor who's sole purpose is to deliver a needle into her arm who she HAS to know will spare no detail and does not suffer fools or games AT ALL. Part of me thinks she enjoy dismissing him, thinking it some sort of 'win' - (a "nyah-nyah-nyah" in her childish, immature mind).
I'm sure I'm wrong, but I have this *little-little* feeling... Of course, tomorrow when things go along normally, I'll go right along with it.
I think she'd be dumb to move forward with explaining the murder and being pummeled on cross. I think she will end up with LWOP going through what will be so much harder, more painful, more difficult to divert or digress or get her story to match with facts she WILL be challenged on... It's been child's play compared to what she's about to go through.
She's not into looking like a fool or unfeminine,rough, vicious, mean, selfish or responsible for anything ugly, unseemly, pedestrian or dumb. She's about to be exposed as being all of these - and worse.