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JMO, he had fantasized about these scenarios through much of his adult life. It's what violent sociopaths do. The LA riots in the 90's gave him a legitimate excuse to sort of act out his fantasy. He didn't go through with it, but it was stimulating for him in a way that was different from others who were protecting their property. It was a memory he could recall again later when fantasizing about killing large numbers of innocent people. Like Dahmer and others, he was able to satisfy his cravings with these fantasies for many years, until the fantasies were no longer as effective. In a downward spiral of mental health problems and increasing substance abuse, he became unraveled and decided to finally live his fantasy in real life. Most psychopaths can only fantasize about heinous acts for so long before the urge grows stronger and the fantasies no longer work. They spend greater amounts of their waking hours dreaming of their murderous schemes. It takes over their life, interferes with work, personal relationships, daily life. Alcohol and drug abuse help dull the urge for a while, but eventually only make the situation much worse.
JMO, its not much different from a serial killer like Jeffrey Dahmer, who began fantasizing about killing and dismembering people when he was still in high school. His friends from school said by junior and senior year, he was coming to school drunk nearly every day. He told authors and reporters he drank to deal with his rapidly escalating, violent fantasy life. The summer after high school, he could control himself no longer and finally acted on his fantasy.
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So you feel that SP fantasized about killing people for 25 or more years before he acted? Seems like a really long time to suppress those urges. JMO