Taximom said:
There was one aerial shot tonight where you could see the landscape from the view of being on the mountain and it was breathtaking. I could understand feeling close to God if I were up there viewing that.
I'll never understand the risk though. :waitasec:
Yes Taximom, but I know you well by now, and you would never put that exultation in front of the love and responsibility you have for your family.
I just wrote a post about this and lost it. That could mean I was wrong about what I was saying. I still feel that way though.
This extreme sport is a fantastic one. It is also a very selfish one, motivated by savoring every spark of the experience to beat defeat, and let the fear that could devestate you turn into your reason for living when you beat it and succeed in your climb. Living on the edge.
To be married, have 4 children, a life so blessed with a wife who adores you - or maybe she doesn't. I don't know. In that place in life why would you risk dying, when any wrong move on your part might send you to your death on the mountain.
And I am sorry he has died. I never thought he would, that he was somehow invincible to failure on the mountain. Such a great guy, and tried, tested and proofed on so many summits. Yes. But he did fail, tripped or whatever and broke his arm and was then a burden to the other climbers he was with. And this is what he chose in life, to satisfy his needs and feel closest to God when he was on the mountain.
I just hope his wife accepted him for what it was that she loved, and took her place as second and it didn't matter what place she was. Everyone does what they have to or want to do in living their life. I just think how unfair for the children he had.
Their children had no choice in choosing a father who loved the sport so much, but knew in a heartbeat that one wrong move and that could be it for this life on earth. And that happened.
If you want me to delete this I will. I just had to say something. Thank goodness I stopped, as I could have said a few more things.