.. and Jennifer Wilmott, Bobby Juarez, etc .. So how do you think that would have effected her, in regards to the threat of exposure and the murder .. there is another question in all this, how would that whole experience have been like for Travis?
I think the threat of exposure was probably a biggie but was just further reinforcing a course of action she had already decided upon. I think our brains would scramble if we could see the sheer amount of drama Jodi was creating in Travis' life even from afar.
I don't think her relationship with Travis was even about him but about her. I think she just tries on one identity after another trying to feel alive. Travis was the vehicle through which she could feel good things. She couldn't generate any of that on her own.
I still can't work out completely how she thought murdering him would help her with her identity issues unless she was saying to herself that if I destroy him, he can't threaten my fragilely-built identity anymore?