Am I the only person who thinks that John Meadors, with his amazing closing today, might have been the one to tip the scales for any jurists sitting on the fence?
I honestly think they all had their minds made up after that pathetic performance Alex put on when he testified. I truly believe the whole Pau Pau thing stuck in their craw. It really stuck in my mine and when I watched his testimony again with the snot dripping out of his nose and the fake guttural cries it sickened me. Then when there was no emotion for Maggie. I think they saw right thru it. Integrity and Trust. He had none and I think it was brilliant of the prosecution to focus on ALL of his financial crimes.
One of my favorite films is Apocalypse Now and one of my favorite books is The Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad which Apocalypse Now is loosely based. Both are extremely dark in their themes.
Here's a quote from the beginning of Apocalypse Now concerning the evil Colonel Kurtz who has gone rogue in Cambodia. I'm going to substitute Alex* for Kurtz in this quote as I think it's relevant and appropriate. The quote begins mid-sentence but for our purposes I'm going to leave that part out.
"....there's a conflict in every human heart, between the rational and the irrational, between good and evil, and good does not always triumph. Sometimes the dark side overcomes what Lincoln called the better angels of our nature. Every man has got a breaking point. You and I have one. Alex Murdaugh* has reached his, and very obviously, he has gone insane."
Here's a quote from The Heart of Darkness that I also think is appropriate
“I have wrestled with death. It is the most unexciting contest you can imagine. It takes place in an impalpable greyness, with nothing underfoot, with nothing around, without spectators, without clamour, without glory, without the great desire of victory, without the great fear of defeat, in a sickly atmosphere of tepid skepticism, without much belief in your own right, and still less in that of your adversary.”
Alex somehow inherited the Heart of Darkness. He got caught up in some kind of drunkin, evil, power trip and he took it all the way to the end. All that is left now is the horror of his actions. " The Horror....The Horror." He'll have plenty of time to think about it!