AHHHH, Auburn. That's so heartbreaking.
5 years ago, my baby, Buddy (Australian Shepard looking- his mother was a Shiz-Zu (sp), believe it or not :floorlaugh

died from cancer. He was always a sickly boy- had 4 operations at the Univ. of Pa. animal hospital for pancreatitus (3) and for a burst.....damn, if I can't remember what burst (old age hitting me right now :floorlaugh

. And he had seizures and needed meds for that. He had to have special food his whole life- he died at 12 years old. I spent $20,000 on the operations and never regreted the money. he was my very special boy and was so smart and gentle. a good boy. I miss him so much, it still hurts. I have pictures all over the house of him (more than my children :floorlaugh

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I think after The Queen- she's 7 yrs old- I'm not going to have any more. It hurts too much when their gone.