OK Last one for tonight because idk if anyone is really talking about this case.
12) How could you kiss another man, when you knew what you just did to Travis?
A: Again, my state of mind wasn't right at that time, this was just hours afterward and one of
the reasons I went to Utah is because it was expected of me. And I thought by not showing up
, it would look even more suspicious, and when I got there, Ryan and I had talked extensively
about things we might do when we get there, including being romantic, not sexual but
romantic, maybe we would dinner, hikes, things like that, um , part of me felt that was
expected of me, if I just went there as a total ice queen and didn’t want to touch him or have
anything to do with him, he might think that strange, and so a part of that was to appear
normal. Also, when I was with Ryan, I felt a sense of safety, he wasn't pressuring me for sex
and I didn't feel like he was gonna hall off and smack me if I said the wrong thing, or did
something that displeased him. But again, even with all of those things, I wasn't in my right
state of mind. During that time.
13) Were you in the “fog” when you were kissing Ryan?
A: Yes
OK if she was in a "fog" how could she remember anything they did????
Correcting JM about a "lovesack"?
I'm confused as to what her "FOG" is other than the big excuse we know it is!
I wish JM would bring some of these up this next time.
and what I said about Quackadoodle ALV
and true abuser motives