She told officers: “It’s very difficult, when you see dead babies it’s hard to get that image out of your head.”
The detective asked: “Why would going into nursery one help?”
Letby replied: “Because I would see a different baby in there, and see a different scenario to the scenario I had at the time when he died.”
The detective said: “How would it be a different scenario?”
Letby said: “It’s a different baby, it’s different staff, it’s a different night.
“Because I think when you are going to the same incubator space and there is a different baby there you know you let the one you lost go. Until you go into that space, you see that baby until another baby goes in there.”
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The detective said: “You went on to attack (Child C)?”
Letby said: “No I haven’t. No.”
The detective said: “Lucy, did you murder (Child C)?”
“No,” the defendant said.
The detective asked: “Can you give any explanation as to how (Child C) died?”
Letby replied: “No.”
NURSE Lucy Letby agreed she was “upset and frustrated” six minutes before the collapse of a baby boy she allegedly murdered, her trial has heard.
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